DecemberJoy

Last year in June We had a house fire everything was gone Then In July I Broke My right femur Ihad surgery They Put In Screws And PLates MyI had Been in Rehab For 10 months Daughter Just Took Me out of The Rehab Center Because The were abusive The would Leave me In a wet bed . Just to much to write hear The story will unFold Our 35th Wedding anniversary WAS September 26. couldn't Go home and my Husband was to Ill to come to me. So we Talked on the Phone Not Quite what I had Planned. My Daughter checked on him a few times and He went to her Home To Be With the granddaughters and Her And Her Husband for Thanksgiving Dinner None of us Ever saw Him Alive Again. He was Found Dead A Week after ThanksGiving Dead in his Chair and already Decomposing My Husband was a Master Sargent In was He was an Army Ranger Served 2 Tours In Vietnam And 1 i n germany on guard Duty On the Berlin wall There he was Shot trying to protect a man who was going over the wall he was able to do nothing until he cleared the divider .Then shots
were fired when the man reached The Fence MY husband reached over The Fence Picked the man up and Tossed Him over The Fencing
and then he returned fire not realizing he had been wounded himself he was standing at the fence hen he went Down .I buried Him December 7th 2015I will never Be able to replace so I only want a casual relationship .Just a little Slap and Tickle my husband would say and that is exactly what he did every day for 35 years I don't mind a little B&D I am Looking for a man who can understand my grief and help. me keep the memories close but paddle me all the same